When he gains consciousness again, he finds himself propped on one of their dining chairs. He feels a streak of tightness in his face - the almost dried drips of blood from his head. The sun has almost set and the room takes on an eerie coldness that sends shivers down his spine. Fran sits motionless, duct tape holds her onto another chair; her eyes start to swell when she notices that he is conscious again. His first impulse is to rush to her and free her up but the cold metal of his father's gun against the back of his neck stops him.
"I tell you, you move and I will not hesitate to shoot you." Even his voice is much colder than it has ever been. He flicks on the light switch.
"Let's make this easy for you, son," he walks towards Fran. "Give me the papers."
"Dad, I know how Mum died," he says, his mind leafing through the papers that he has found among his mother's personal belongings carefully wrapped in manilla envelope.
"The papers, son. It's all I need from you. Then you won't ever see me again."
"Hah! the same way Mum never saw you again because you killed her when you knew she found the papers."
He feels the fire in his eyes as he hisses close to his face, "I loved your mother. I did not kill her."
He seizes this moment of vulnerability and kicks the hand holding the gun. The one mistake his father has made is to not tie him up. So once again he finds himself diving for the gun, and briefly wrestling with his father yet not at all surprised to find the gun's barrel staring at him within a mere inch, his father's face farther behind. Thoughts run through his mind like a video film on rewind. At the same time, he tries to push the gun away, but his father, despite his age, still has the same strength and determination and the barrel of the gun keeps coming back to his face. But he remembers what his father himself has taught him: "always look your enemy in the eye." He stares at his father instead and he notes they have the same blue eyes, although there is a certain coldness behind the deep blue stare.
Sunday January 1st, 2023
1 year ago
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